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what does this mean

what does this mean

what does this mean…

tonight marks the last night of being alone in this house for the past 5 days. mm i’ve been home alone (for the first time ever) since my parents went to china for a holiday on wednesday, so yeah it has been an interesting weekend :) the fact that tests ended on wednesday, essay deadlines ended on thursday and the semester came to a close made it even more exciting :P (okay yes i should be studying..) no curfews, no restrictions, nobody to meddle with my own business. it’s like living the future: alone in my own house, doing what i want to do without caring about what people are going to think/do to me. k that sounded kinda inconsiderate but i guess it was pretty fun living alone for this short amount of time, especially when i don’t need to do laundry at the moment haha. but i guess this experience has made me learn to be more independent and to appreciate my mum more, having done her chores in the house. i’ve fed the pets, mopped the house, collected newspapers and letters, cooked my own meals, washed up after that, dried the crockery, boiled water, filled bottles, shopped for groceries, threw the rubbish out, locked the doors and double checked, blah blah.. yup lots of stuff that i used to take for granted. now i know how tiring it is.. well, it was fun nonetheless. i think i’ll learn to live alone in future :) one bad thing about living alone is FOOD. since i do not possess a mastery of the culinary arts and can only cook instant noodles or beehoon or whatever simple instant lousy food, i’ve been sourcing for food outside the house or ordering in.. which includes loads of tidbits, snacks, expensive meals, mcbreakfast (sinful!), and all that unhealthy stuff.. i must learn how to cook before i live alone hahaha :P wish this home alone period could be slightly longer but i’m still glad that mum is coming back tmr evening so i’m going to wait for her patiently (while mugging) and tell her that i love her for mopping the house for the past 10 years :D hee.

okay photo time!

i’ve been into the ion christmas tree :D so pretty! it’s actually purple, not sure why it looks blue here.

this is how the inside looks like! it’s just for visual enjoyment actually, people just go in to take photos of this exact same thing as artistically as they can.

1 for 1 fish and chips at Barossa Esplanade with yuyan soomin emily! :D yummy~

we ordered half-half pizza, sausage/onion/bbq and 4cheese (mozzarella, brie, roquefort, blue cheese ugh)

moving on to Max Brenner’s! chocolate fondue wee :D milk choc, bananas, strawberries!

dark choc, marshmellows, banana cake!

soomin’s italian hot chocolate!

my suckao = milk choc chips + milk over fire!

end result :D yummy crazy sweet stuff haha!

christmas is coming :) :)

hahahahaha my dear friend :P

alrighty, gonna sleep soon. i’ve been going to sleep at the wee hours lately and i need to start mugging instead of drawing out study plans :\ can’t wait for exams to be over in 16 days!

and the year is coming to an end :) had japanese lesson today and was in time for the light-up at 7.30pm :D hmm it’s the first time i ‘witnessed’ a  light-up at orchard road! what a special feeling :D somehow it makes me so excited about christmas!

view of ion from my japanese classroom :D having lessons on the 12th floor has its benefits :P

i love the virtual snow concept! damn cool :)

disclaimer: i was not the only noob who stood in the middle of the road just to take photos like this hahaha! but anyway, doesn’t orchard road look awesome?? :D

view of ion and the purple christmas tree from wheelock, on ground level this time. just so happened that there were no cars! btw, the mob there was maaaassive haha! i heard that ppl can go inside the tree (it’s hollow)! i wanna go in there soon :D :D

some cute merry-go-round snowmen thingy outside shaw

orchard road is so pretty pretty :) i’m glad i managed to be there for the light-up :D

anyway! life has been so hectic :\ i hate rushing for deadlines (the only thing i’ve been doing since.. RECESS WEEK) and going to school is becoming quite a chore.. i mean, nanyang drive is really quite far away from sixty chwee chian road! D: but it’s okay, school is ending in one week and then it’s all about mugging for exams! and i’ve been back to acjc kinda often these days so i feel great :) ahh it feels so good to be reconnected with the places i love even though being there won’t feel the same again.. well, who doesn’t miss jc days? haha :D ramble ramble~

so anyway i got back my japanese mock test results today. 298/400! and they gave me a (^o^)V sign next to my mark haha! so cute. hai i need to buck up on my grammarrrr! hmm i really wonder if this language will bring me somewhere someday. who knows i might be a sociologist for Japanese society! hahaha :P at the same time, i intend to take both japanese and korean modules to fill up my UEs :D hmm so maybe i might be a sociologist for Korean society! and unite North and South one day :D HAHA i’m spewing nonsense.

mmm, fleshy grapes taste so odd. hee.

i think i ate 10 dollars of heaven today :D mmmm~ -rubs tummy- yay haha :P

okay, better go sleep now, i have been nodding my head off during bus rides and mrt rides and car rides and even while waiting for my turn at dental HAHAHA can you believe it. SO UNGLAM. haha till next time :D

you’re in my arms
and all the world is calm
the music playing on for only two
so close together
and when i’m with you
so close to feeling alive

a life goes by
romantic dreams must die
so i bid mine goodbye and never knew
so close was waiting, waiting here with you
and now forever i know
all that i want is to hold you
so close

so close to reaching that famous happy ending
almost believing this one’s not pretend
and now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
so far, we are, so close

how could i face the faceless days
if i should lose you now

we’re so close to reaching that famous happy ending
almost believing this one’s not pretend
lets go on dreaming for we know we are
so close, so close, and still so far

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FH8WAoRL1xo

what a nice song. like alex says, it’s hard to find songs with great music and great lyrics. and i totally don’t recall this song in the movie Enchanted. but yay anyway for the orchestral oomph and awesome lyrics.

anyway, my dad found my long lost O level certificate somewhere in the house today while ransacking and cleaning. this calls for a celebration woohoo hahaha!

come on you need to finish this tutorial and do the essay and finish that assignment and do those two essays. and then start mugging. come on come on. no time to slack and paint nails.

i should do this quick cause my laptop is very heated up for some reason and i need to rest for the night. very badly.

life is weird. things seem so easy one moment, crazy difficult the next. but whatever it is, i’m living it, for 19 years now.

this weekend has been great. i’ve been pampering myself and i’ve been pampered by others. went shopping, ate lots of awesome food, had heaps of  fun, did all the things i enjoy. though i’m not sure what my birthday really means to me, i’m thankful i could enjoy it this year.

ikea meatballs with P, sakae dinner with W and Y. supper and awesome sleepover with C, beef noodles with E, some band lovin’, duets with T, kuishin-bo buffet dinner with P and M. sentosa cycling with S and Y, hongkong lunch and starbucks chillin’ with S Y M S, nydc dinner and cold rock with Y M G R. 3 cakes (increasing in size by the day), gifts that i treasure, memories that i keep in my heart.

thanks for all the wishes via sms and fbook, i felt really special :)

E’s mango cake. that came in a cup.

S’s awfully chocolate cake. that came with a retarded waitress HAHA :D

canteen friends ♥ gerdine, you’re missed!

it was awesome. thanks all :)

(oh just realized it’s my first birthday without any exams looming near. no EOYs, PSLE, O’s, A’s. wow!)

i love reminiscing jc days. laughing about the same jokes over and over, replaying the funniest parts, imitating other people, reliving the dream of swiss trip. ah, i really miss everyone, everything, all of it. when i am rich i will travel to the same parts of japan and swiss and austria i went to on my band trips and relive my memories. i will travel to countries i haven’t been to before and explore the world. gosh can’t wait to graduate from uni and get a job and earn big bucks and travel the world..

okay hello reality, it is currently year 1 sem 1. samho you retard.

anyway, to end off, a photo to tickle your intellect and senses (hahaha chimglish):

amazing feat by ruiheng and justin du at the back of band room. btw, note ruiheng’s rag of a sock -_- everyone please buy him new socks for his birthday!

last 2 weeks of school before major mugging and then exams. okay i love my life, i’m happy, i can do this, go me.

lesson learnt so far:

• choosing the right modules for the semester
• take first week seriously
• choosing the right topics for presentation
• planning time well for exams
• keep mondays free for the rest of my 4 years if possible

sigh.

have i been too naive? immature? downright stupid? need sleep.

happy birthday dr lee :)

abracadabra da irwojyeora

i felt lost today.

not knowing what to do, where to go, my feet led me to the familiar back gate of acjc.

stepping into acjc, i really felt i’ve finally come home.

the band room was open, the kids were hanging around. it was a non-band day, and i spent a few hours there.

no other place feels like home. i’ve come home to you.