tratakkaaism

I swear Cambridge is just trying to kill H2 Music students who take H2 Math, H2 Econs and H1 Lit. (Well, like I said, nobody takes this subject combination in the whole school, so that’s just about nobody except me.)

To put it simply, Cambridge is trying to kill me.

2 weeks break DURING A Levels. Is. Plain. Torture.

(basket screwed up timetable)

Well, I’ve recovered from the exam trauma, gotten my rest, gotten back my appetite, gotten back a more relaxed lifestyle. I’ve had so many things going on it doesn’t even seem like I’m still having A’s. I’ve played for a concert, had a sleepover, watched 2 movies, gone for ACband tune-in, gone shopping, bought 2 pencilcases when I probably won’t be using any pencils/pens for the next 8 months (that was random), watched more TV in 2 weeks than in the past year, busted my phone bill.. My life totally sounds like A’s are over. But it’s not.

Problem: I can’t get back to studying. RARR. And it’s my most important paper. DAAYUM ): Help help help.

Worry worry worry worry worry ): SIGH

Okay no more playing! 2 full days left, 48 hours, gotta seize every single second of it. No more computer except for making notes until after Wednesday’s paper. Sigh okay positive positive, all the way!!! :D I can do it! :D

11.50PM

samho (: says:
my drama moment
samho (: says:
omg
Emilyyy Pooi! says:
HAHAHAHa
Emilyyy Pooi! says:
that was damn funny
Emilyyy Pooi! says:
hahahahaha
samho (: says:
should’ve video’d
Emilyyy Pooi! says:
but aiyya i dunno la.
Emilyyy Pooi! says:
hahahaha ya
Emilyyy Pooi! says:
but that wouldnt have been smth we would be showing around-____-
samho (: says:
yah
samho (: says:
we’d just
samho (: says:
watch it ourselves
samho (: says:
over and over
samho (: says:
and
samho (: says:
laugh
samho (: says:
HUR
Emilyyy Pooi! says:
HAHAHAHAHA
Emilyyy Pooi! says:
that sounds retarded alrready
samho (: says:
if we put on youtube we’d get STOMPED
samho (: says:
HAHAHAHA
Emilyyy Pooi! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

We best.

what kind of friend am i. how could i say that. how could i think that.

stubborn. short tempered. change me.

what kind of person am i. does this always happen. stop me. help me.

what kind of daughter am i.

what kind of girl am i. how much is enough, how much is too little, how much is too much.

i feel like i’m dying here

i need to panic, no matter how dumb it sounds

what am i doing?! what am i thinking?! what is wrong with me?!

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME

Baohui came to sleepover after Econs paper :) Yay fun fun. We baked a strawberry cheesecake :D

Watched HSM 3! I feel like a primary school kid who’s crazy about HSM and Disney Channel, so noob. Actually, JC is High School right.. -_- Haha. It’s really good so go watch if you haven’t! :D Now or Never made me think about what I did about my last chance in AC band. Good things come to an end, but I wish things didn’t have to end that badly. Guess there’re some things I’d never be able to get over. But anyway, it’s a really really nice song, and the rest of the songs are super duper nice too :D

I jumped over a stump today 3 times and hurt my thighs and butt. I feel like a gnome. -_- Eh I was from the Gnome pack in Brownies when I was in primary school okay..

Only losers would bitch about me so I’ll let them win for once :D

This is the last time to get it right
This is the last chance to make it or not
We gotta show what we’re all about (TEAM)
Work together

This is the last chance to make your mark
History will know who we are
This is the last game so make it count
It’s Now or Never

1.51AM

So near yet so far. In less than 24 hours! My soul is dying, I need to breathe.

(Okay fine, there’s still Music on the 26th. But omg, freeeeeeeedom for 2 weeks!)

9.32PM

Must come up :D

OMG THIS IS THE BEST JOKE I’VE COME UP WITH IN AGES!!!!! First time Amos Chen kena stun by me :D WEE :D LOL