tratakkaaism

This year, I’m loved.

He’s my boy :)

Hope everything falls into place :D

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I haven’t been sleeping well ): I always wake up before I’ve had enough sleep, and it’s so difficult to go back to sleep. And it’s already difficult to fall asleep in the first place. Which makes me mentally tired but not physically tired enough to sleep. Even worse, I dream a lot when I actually fall asleep. Lots of nonsensical REM sleep. I think I haven’t experienced anywhere past Stage 3 sleep since the end of A’s. Perhaps I slept better during the exams. Which is ridiculous. Basket I sound like I’m talking rubbish.

I should trim my hair before the new year.

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Been spending lotsa time with my favourite people. Emily came over for a sleepover last week, went Sentosa with Cheryl, gone picnicking with the Sec 4 gang. The week before that, Starbucks late with Cheryl, had my hair treated, went for a concert with my fav bitches from across the road, pigged out with Sean, ran the marathon.

I miss those Crescent days. I miss the AC days too.

With that said, Cold Rock ppl, can we go out soon please! :D Miss you guys a lot ):

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Been doing some shopping despite my perpetual financial crisis. Hahaha. I’ve new bags :D clothes :D and a few other things :) I’ve also been saving up for something special (which explains my financial crisis) :D Whee!

Please don’t rain tomorrow!!

Know Your Limits.

YAY Sean and I did it! We conquered 21.1KM of the Standard Chartered Half Marathon yesterday whee :D I think we were crazy to sign up for it -_- The marathon was crazy! We nearly died haha! The 42.2KM runners are crazy! (Sean’s) Boobs Hats off to them HAHA :D My knees and upper body hurt like CRAZY now. I can’t walk! Especially up/down stairs! I’ve been hobbling around like some old woman, and I’m walking even slower than Gladys OMG! I feel like a vegetable :\ Haha!

So many things have been happening, I don’t think I will post about them already since it’s been so long! I didn’t manage to blog about band trip, leaving AC band, A levels and post A’s! So many things :\ But you know what, I think I will remember all these things for life! All of that (except the A levels bit) will stay in my heart for a really long time to come so I guess I’ll just keep those memories there :)

As for now, I’ll update when I feel like it! I’ve been living life as it is from day to day, and that’s what I’ve been wanting to do since forever! Waking/Sleeping at whatever time I want, going out whenever I like, meeting my favourite people, going for whatever events I want to, doing whatever I want to do.. It’s life with no restrictions! :D I’m truly happy for once in a pretty long time, and I love it! :) So many things to look forward to! Life has become a bed of roses, at the right time :)

What I used to be afraid of, I’m not anymore now.

What i didn’t use to be afraid of, I’m terrified of now.

But I’m getting stronger. I know it :)